Song Book
All We Have is Now
If you fall, then I fall
It haunts me, I'm captive
No heroes will save us
They sent me no angels
You sold me your soul
I'll break your heart and bring you chaos
We're breaking, we're crying
No feeling, I'm dying
So softly, we're fading
We stumble, we're falling down
You sold me your soul
I'll break your heart and bring you chaos
All That I Am
All the things that I've become
I'm blinded by your sympathy
There's nothing more I'm hiding from
My solitude is misconstrued
And in this space where I can breathe
I'm happy to concede
I've everything I need
when all I need is you
All that I am
Is all that I feel
And all that I feel
Is all that I am
All that I see
Is all that I dream
And all that I dream
Is all that I am
All the things you cannot see
You're frightened by my honesty
There's nothing more that I can be
All I am
Is all you see
In This Silence
Brother, I see you crying
Wait on, for I am there
Hold it together, baby
I will not despair
Try to feel no pain
Hold me like a child
Waiting for something special
Tomorrow brings sunshine
And I feel, and I fear
And I feel and I fear
Brother, cure my blindness
Show me what you 'invocate'
Hear me in this silence
Bring me your bed of nails
Help me feel your pain
Follow the plans you made
Tear down these barricades
Lead out the grand parade
Tomorrow brings a new day
And I fear and I feel
And I feel and I fear
And I fear and I feel
And I feel and I fear
But not for you
Modern Technology
If heaven sent, we've travelled far
Through distant thoughts
Into your hearts
Where lives collide
We make amends
No sentiment to comprehend or fear
And in your souls beyond your thoughts
Where chaos reigned and broke your hearts
You're yet to learn, you're yet to fall
You're yet to bleed, to lose it all for love
So silently (we leave no trace)
Our every breath fades away
It leaves a doubt inside your mind
A secret wish you'll never find again
And in your souls beyond your thoughts
Where chaos reigned and broke your hearts
You're yet to learn, you're yet to fall
You're yet to bleed, to lose it all for love
We are love, we are hate
We are hope, we are fate
We are every thought you make
We are all that you create
We are real, we are fake
We are all your big mistakes
We are all that's ever been
And everything that you have ever seen.
Poetry Emotion
My senses violated by sadness you created pressure you applied
My emotions enshrouded by
a need for isolation I seek to justify
There's a certain poetry in secretive idolatry
Don't you see the vestiges
of secret lovers' messages?
There's a certain poetry
not knowing what you do to me
Will you see the signs and open up your eyes?
You invade my conscience
Taunt my emotions
Crawl under my skin
and ravage my soul
So bring me your laughter
Bring me your heartache
Bring your hunger
Bring me your pain
Bring me your laughter
Bring me your heartache
Bring me your problems
And bring me your mistakes
Into the Blue
I want you to understand
It's hard to imagine life as we planned
But I need a friend more than I need you
Hopelessly weighed down by all that we knew
and all that we do
Far from this life and into the blue
Is this what it takes to be free of you
And all your hurt?
So bring me your words that cut through my skin
That burn in my heart, that strangle my will
You must let me go, you must let me see
I need to release, I need to be free
Free from your world
So into the blue and far from from this world
Into the blue and far from this world
I want you to understand
It's hard to imagine life as we planned
But I need a friend
more than I need you
Broken
On the other side of town
where nobody goes
She captured a neighbourhood
and called it home
She built herself a shelter
from broken bones
Built walls from emotional scars
That she once owned
It rained for a hundred days
with tears from her past
She watched hope wash away
Her life was recast
She reaped all the hurt they had sown
Forever constrained
enclosed by the fences of hate
And there she remained
In her garden there's nothing growing
There's no light there, only darkness
In her garden where she lies
There's no air and nothing grows
Flowers and Ashes
One red rose
is not an apology
One red rose
is never enough
One red rose
may win you sympathy
But one red rose
won't change my mind
One red rose
provides no indemnity
One red rose
holds no guarantee
One red rose
may show sincerity
But one red rose
won't bring me back to you
Haunted
I'm waiting for an answer
to a question that you posed
I find it kind of tragic
that it's something we don't know.
You haunt me
You hurt me
You burn me with lies
You haunt me
You hurt me
You taunt me with lies
You haunt me with broken promise
and fabrication I don't believe
You taunt me break my body
Cast harm upon me when you deceive
I'm waiting....
Everything
Everything I want
Everything I need
Everything I dream
Everything I breathe
Everything I think
Everything I am
Everything I might
Everything I can
Everything I say
Everything I see
Everything I touch
Everything I feel
Everything I do
Everything I love
My everything is you
You're everything to me
You're everything I see
You're everything I feel
You're everything I fear
You're everything to me
Don't stop, don't stare
Don't help me, don't care
Don't worry - don't dare;
Pretend I'm not there
Come Back Home Again
Can't you see me
through your fog of ecstasy?
Nothing lasts forever, I guarantee
So open your eyes
and realise
There's a world outside
With arms open wide
It's calling you home
A place you belong
So open your eyes
And come back home again
Your world is blurring
through calibrations
Just one last time
you plunge into oblivion
So open your eyes
and realise
There's a world outside
With arms open wide
It's calling you home
A place you belong
So open your eyes
And come back home (again)
Catch 22
As soon as you leave
I cry silently
And as soon as you're gone
I die, a part of me quietly
When I'm with you I am nothing
I'm soulless
But without you I am something
Not worthless
Don't love me, don't need me
Don't want me, just leave me
Don't hurt me
Let me be
The moment you speak
I'm tongue-tied
I'm captured
And the moment you smile
I 'm blinded, enraptured
When I'm with you I'm nothing
I'm soulless
But without you
I am something, not worthless
Don't love me, don't need me
Don't want me, just leave me
Don't hurt me
Let me go
